Don't want this blog to turn into a moan fest but had another bloody headache today. Weaning off the tabs is hard work. Going back to the dark days of having cluster headaches is hard. Hardly seems worth it just to try a different type of medication. I just hope its worth it in the long run.
After a nap to try and sleep off the cluster pains. Started to do Heathers advent comps. I really didn't appreciate the work she goes through to enter. Took me around 3 hours to enter them all and bored me senseless. Just hope I win something for her. At least it took my mind off dwelling on headaches or depression so feeling ok today.
Chatted to Mr B for a while and feel like we should try and move his cage as I cannot see him from my seat in the lounge. I do miss that as he does cheer me up. I seem to need comfort either cuddles from the wife or an animal to talk to. Still get me upset about Angel though. Crying as I type as I remember her and how lovely she was. At least she is in a hapy place now.
Fire is on as it is bloody freeezing and make me think again of what Heather has to put up with. I sometimes think she is not very happy in the house. She is getting out a lot more now though but it cannot be nice to be isolated, cold and bored doing competitions with little company during the day and a miserable hubby at night. Never know whether to put on a brave face for her when I come back or whether to let my misery show. Feel bad either way that compounds the depression really.
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